Sunday, February 2, 2014

Blessing day

He got blessed, it was so monumental.

I have felt so overwelming loved by each member and I KNOW HE IS SO LOVED. I see the love in each member as they kiss him, squeeze him and love on him. They traveled long distances to come.

This is his birth mom

When I found out

This is the happiest i have ever seen her

thank you

you did something hard

you make cute babies

His dad said, I am a dad forever now.

His mom bore her testimony. She talked about how God loves us and Jesus loves us then she said. I just love our birth mom. She had the spirit with her...( I cried a held onto my sweet boyfriend) baby boys adoptive mom was so sweet with each word. She didn't have to do that. He will always love me... we will always be a part of anothers lifes. Then she said she loves her sweet husband and son. I was to filled with emotion to really remember.

I did record the blessing. I am just selfishly needing that.

It was a monumental weekend. I have waited a long time for this.

I have gone through all the grief and the fear and the anger and the doubts all to end up at acceptance yesterday morning and I can't stop talking about being prego and my feelings and what it was like the past 7 months.... It has been a rush of emotions.

I love each member of his family, of our family. He is so so LOVED. I am in love too. I wish I could have spent a million years with each member. It was really sweet to see them come up to me.... I already knew they loved him. I didn't know how much they would love me.

AWW

Loves!

I am so happy to be mama Alice.

Thanks to the mom for sharing everything with me. EVERYTHING

Thank you to each loving member of the fam.

Thank you to everyone wanting to hug the little boy.

Thank you to my boyfriend and future husband. I love him. I couldn't have done this weekend with such composure and peace without him.

XOXO