the bad why do I deserve the good

I met someone.

I told the baby and his mom all about him on my last visit with them.

I really really like him. I feel the spirit with him. I feel so much peace with him. I think he melts my heart.

I feel like because I have messed up so much that I don't deserve him. I don't know.... Oh man.

I can only deserve him from here on out. I will be everything for him now. I will make it work.

:)