memories, coming on 11 months

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In a week it will be a year that I found out who baby boy's family was going to be. As it comes up that baby is 11 months on Sunday I am in shock. I wonder what I will think on  July 8th. Oh it is so odd to think about that.

Oh baby boy is almost 1. I remember when my nieces turned one. It felt crazy. They were just walking along the walls and loved their first birthday. It was really cute.

The other night I was thinking about every detail of having him.

It is funny, because I LOVE talking about the birth. My body did that. But I really don't have to many people to talk to about it and when I do I pretend I have never had a baby.

I can't believe that whole night.

I think about the future. What am I supposed to think about?

I dunno- Oh well. I miss living close to them. I miss them these past few days.

I really have seen my growth as I have healed though.

It isn't so bad being a birth mom. I love that little boy so much and soon he isn't going to be a baby! He will be one!!

For now, he is still little at 11 months.

XOXO

Alice