Top of the lake- my thoughts being a birth mom

First- there is quite a bit of nudity and sex. For me this doesn't really phase me because I dunno it isn't sexualized it is just part of the story. Even though I believe you should only have sex with your spouse and that is a connection you only want with your spouse although we are grateful that P came the way he did I am a firm believer that sex before marriage is hard on your soul, your family and you future family. There is nudity. For me bodies are BEAUTIFUL and amazing. I won't be joining a nudist colony anytime soon or ever but bodies are pretty. We were created by God. Again, save your for your spouse but I don't see all nudity as pornography. Everyone has their own pornography. For some it might be anyone in the nude, for me most nudity is art and I appriciate the beauty but it doesn't make me think ill thoughts, more so thoughts of how I would draw that or where the shadows are or the differences.....

There is bad language- again- culture. I don't like it but I like this story and what it made me feel as a birth mom so I watched it. for me, healing.

I really wish I could find someone who has see this movie and knows about me being a birth mom so I could discuss it with someone. My hubs isn't into it at all and I don't think he has tried to get into it but I don't see him getting into it. I love it.

Right now- nap time is normally when I watch an episode and fall asleep but it has been so long since blogging and there is so much on it I had to catch it up.

I am so attracted to this story.

The birth mom is a detective. I feel like our past experiences make us better people. Give it sad or happy experiences. She has lots of hurt but I feel like the person she is has made her a great detective. She is succesful. She was raped and placed her baby at 16. The baby, now 16 is writing her and she doesn't write back... they become close.

I have never really seen a show or movie with open adoption. That would be something worth writing about- ha here i am but I mean for a book. I would love to publish a book. I am so busy with babies right now that I am unable to do so. I keep wanting to though.

I can't seem to get some fire under me to write about this show and I am feeling tired but I am so glad for my story. It isn't perfect but it is at a great place.

XO