dear family i really like

Dear family,

My name is Alice, I am almost 10 weeks pregnant and have decided to place my baby for adoption. I have been working with Charity and the other night she gave me your adorable book that you 3 made. I was so excited to read more about you that I went to your blog, your profile and looked through a few of your instagram pictures.

This is a unique situation for me and nothing I have ever planned on but I am here for the long haul and hope to find the family that is perfect or complete for the baby. I haven't really told to many people so if you don't mind keeping everything hush hush I would really love that.

I have some questions about you guys. With your child being your biological daughter why did you decided to adopt and when? What have been your thoughts about adoption and why are you ready for that? I 

Do you have any questions for me?

Thanks, 

Alice

Am I crazy or am I crazy.

I typed up the letter a few days ago. I don't know what got into me writing that I want them to keep it hush hush but I am nervous they will know someone I know or something and tell someone. I know it is silly but sometimes the world is VERY small.

What I like about the mom

She likes the goose girl. It is is the best book ever. She seems to be an amazing mom and she had the post on her blog from her child's birthday that made me want to be 4 and get an invitation!

The dad seems like a dad, outdoorsy and seems to love his wife and child.

The child is adorable and needs a sibling. We all do right?

At first I was thinking of a family that didn't have any children, now I like the idea they can have siblings. 

Oh boy, I hope this was a good decision and there is no heart ache for either party.