hardest people to tell best support

I like to portray I am perfect. We all know nobody is perfect. I personally think girls that get pregant get a BAD wrap and I might have been one of the girls who thought this once upon a time. What can I say Karma is not nice. Or my choices have really started to change me.

Either way telling the guy friend wasn't to much of a big deal. He ignored me for 2 days and then everything was mostly back to to normal. I could tell it was alot for him to take in.

Telling the best friend was somewhat hard too but she was very accepting and is still a big support.

Telling my cousin, whew, that was a tough one. Then the next day her husband and my cousin came over. I have been so grateful for them. They are really the biggest help through this. They know the perfect answer and they are going to help me through this in every way that they can.

We have been emailing and I love that. there is nothing better then writing how you feel and having someone to listen to it. She knows how it feels to be pregnant, she knows what to do and he knows that John is a jerk and needs a talking to ahahah

Everyone needs to know the secrets to being pregnant. Everyone.

I don't want to be a burden to anyone though and if I am a burden it is them. I should be sending them money every week for being such a emotional support. I REALLY owe them.

It is funny though, the hardest people to tell are really the biggest supporters. They love you and want you happy. Maybe telling my mom wouldn't be so bad after all. We'll see. For now though I don't want to tell her and I won't unless she comes here and then she will see the writing on the wall.