I always wondered how I would feel at 9 months. Honestly it snuck up on me. The past month I kept thinking that you were 9 months soon and bam, it is here. You have now been with me as long as with your parents. Though they get to see you daily.
I have been itching to see you so much. I want to kiss your sweet cheeks and hug you and watch you stare and watch everyone.
YOU ARE SO LOVED, SO WANTED and I am happy for you.
I always wonder what you will one day ask me. I must say, sometimes I am nervous but more then anything the Spirit calms my soul and whispers you will understand.
You are SO loved. I feel it and see it in each video and picture.
I listen all the time to mothers talk about their kids and who was born, my heart gets a little pinch that I don't get to raise you or have those experiences with you and I pray one day I will get to have more kids. I hope you always love me, I will always love you.
Always-
How fitting is this picture. I am your mama on the left. I took you to movies, institute and on walks. Your mom has taken you everywhere with her. She loves you. We both love you baby boy. I am very jealous of mommy on the right sometimes and all the mommys on the right sometimes. I wish I had you to hold, feed, watch, I wish I had a husband and dad to watch love you. Your parents, all of the us love you. You are nurtured beyond belief. Don't you worry.
Then again- I don't know why but I do know that your are meant to be where you are.
I love you baby.
I have my own baby now. He is 6*5 and 265 pounds. He has size 15 feet, he is younger then me and he loves me. I call him baby. He is my baby. He makes me not feel the past and the heart ache, he helps me see the future. I love him.
Though I have him, I love you too.
Always, Love mama Alice
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