Saturday is a special day

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I have a growing tummy, it is hard and it is almost out growing  my huge boobs. I just don't get how it can really be getting this big but baby pop rocks is a pusher and a kicker and he loves for me to have the feeling I am going to pee my pants when I stand up and he loves it when I feel like I have pop rocks in my tummy and can't sleep so he is pushing on his house and making it bigger. Last night he moved around for 2 hours straight. Now he has been going at it for about 10 minutes. OH MY BABY! Just go to sleep like usual and we will both be happy, right?

I had a friend around the same weeks as me and she had a still born baby. It BREAKS MY HEART for her and her future. I think anytime something sad happens you have to think is this going to happen again or every time you are going to think what did I do wrong. Maybe she doesn't think that but I sure would. I will see her tonight and I hope that she is doing okay. It is also making me have bad dreams. I dreamt that baby pop rocks came early and there was blood everywhere and I didn't know where I was or what to do and how to save him. I remember thinking, I need to call the family and tell them to come. I think he survived but it is just so scary to have a dream like that. I woke up and made sure I didn't have any blood anywhere. DREAMS ARE SO VIVID when you are pregnant.

I guess it is a good thing now that he is moving a lot so I don't have to worry about that.

The other thing is SATURDAY!

I must say i was a tad bit nervous about the family coming up. I didn't know what we were going to do for 5 hours and I am usually a party animal but now being a pregers I am not a party animal. My ideal Saturday is being a lazy and taking it easy. All morning I cleaned and then got into the organize everything mode. I almost forgot to get ready I was having a great time. My best friend was over and I made her and I breakfast and then cleaned, did laundry and just folded because I usually do my laundry through the week so I can relax on the weekends or go out of town.

IT WAS SO FUN, i don't know why I was nervous. It seems silly now to think that I was nervous for them to come. We went to lunch and I got to see how they parented their little girl. It was very sweet and she can be a handful ahahahhahaha, she would sing at the top of her lungs and she had to be taken out. It was good to see how the baby will be raised and who he will be getting into trouble with.

The whole time I couldn't stop thinking about how this little girl needed a sibling and her little broder.

I couldn't be happier to have found  a family that I love.

After eating lunch we came back to my apartment and played games and talked and had a blast. Then we went over and met my cousins and then they went home. It was sure fun to have them come visit. I am so glad that they could.