emailing the family C

Charity wanted me to email 3 families. One family I love, the family C. I am sill nervous something will fall through with them but i am taking it easy, one day at a time. I emailed another family and just don't feel it. How do I respond with I don't feel a connection, good luck. They are adorable and have a great feeling about them but i just can't get excited about writing them back. 

I can't stop writing or thinking about the family C. 

They are just so great. I hope that after I meet them I will know in my heart. 

My body

I am feeling like the baby is getting a little bit more big. It isn't a good feeling because I was hoping I could stay hidden till May. Maybe I can? I should measure it. I just can't bring myself to do it. 

I am feeling ALOT better. Not taking my sleeping pills that my Dr prescribed me so I could eat and drink. 

this is always interesting for me to read about others, boring to fill out though...

How far along?  17 weeks and 5 days
Total weight gain/loss?  lost 20
Maternity clothes?  none
Stretch marks? none
Sleep?  8 hours, use to get 10
Movement? no..... maybe some? I dunno
Food cravings?  Vinegar was last month.... nothing currently. Does Smart water count?
Gender? unknown
Labor signs? None
Belly button in/out? In.  
What I miss: Not being sick by stuff and having to lay down so I don't throw up. Like when I was sweeping my hair up and I almost threw up and had to leave the bathroom and lay down... grrrr Normally I would just gag, if I even let myself gag I will throw up 7 times.
What I am looking forward to: Going home for a few days
Milestones: writing the new families for placing. 

Hmmm I dunoo about doing that again.. hmmm.