It's a ....

BOY!!!

I am in shock that it is a boy. I just thought FOR SURE we would be seeing a girl. I am still happy just in shock and my pride is a little hurt that I didn't know. Bummer for the pride but I am SO HAPPY KNOWING. I was a tiny bit stressed about how I would feel.

This morning at 5 AM when I was awake I was thinking about what it would be like when I am in the hospital and I am having a baby and taking care of the baby when I am the mama for the first days of life. I was thinking about that all morning and kept thinking I hope it is a girl but I did keep thinking it might be a boy. I guess I just need to prepare for a boy now. I am happy that this boy is healthy.

I WAS SO HAPPY during the ultrasound and even now. I wish I would have told more people so I can tell them it is a boy but I have told all the people that I care about and I think care about knowing.

Baby boy or as I call him, baby pop rocks who is blueberry flavored. ;)
I LOVE YOU. You are so sweet and little and healthy! I don't know how anyone couldn't love you and I think I am mama bear already. You dad wants you forever and I never want you to think that I don't. I want you forever too. I just KNOW that you are going to have a great life with these wonderful parents. Your sister is just a doll and she is going to be your bestie. She is already excited for you to come. Your mama is so happy. I am sure I will be able to watch you grow up and your goring to be a great guy. Please be a sweet brother and a handsome gentleman. Those are the only rules from me, the person who has you in their tummy and wakes up with you at 5 AM. You just moved!! It was more of a flutter this time then a constant move. It is because you are so happy you are loved by so many people.

I LOVE YOU.

I don't really know how my cousin's baby is related to you but she is 4 months right now and I got to go to her 20 week appointment. Having the living baby there while I was looking at a baby on a ultrasound was SO WONDERFUL. She was so sweet. My cousin is so good at asking questions and she is the best SHE DADDY ever. I wish there was more I could do for her. I want her to be so happy and successful.

I want everyone to.

Okay I told good friend, he is so happy because "boys are better" haha

Baby I love you.

Family, I am sorry you couldn't come. I am glad we got to be on speaker and EVERYTHING IS HEALTHY! EVERYTHING.

The family already has names picked out. I don't know if I am allowed to share or not and I don't know if they want my influence and in all reality it isn't my choice. It is the name they will be yelling when baby boy hasn't come down for breakfast or the name they will yell when baby boy

Alice.